<body> ♥ I CAN'T GET MYSELF TO GET AWAY .:
Apr 23, 2010


Have you all seem people head on fire (火冒三丈) look at me now and you will know what is the meaning. Just reach home aobut 40 minute ba even before i reach home one person just one person did all the 3 thing i hate the most in my life on me. Wa really can't tahan feel like scolding CCB. If you know me very will then you will know what is the 3 thing i hate the most in my life wa i really don understand why is there a need to do all this 3 thing at one go? Just one person ONE PERSON destory my whole mood for the rest of the days. I am not going to forgive you for a long long time but of course at the same time i am going to act along with you see how long the whole show go. I am going to make sure no one can see that i am acting together in the show. Today i am going to tell you all a story, story of a kettle and *person A. In this story person A is a very playful person. K the story goes like this one day person A wanted to boiled a full kettle of water. So person A full the kettle up with water and started to boiled the water. When the water is really the kettle will make out weird noisy like those old old type of kettle. Those that will make the clap clap sound de. When person A heard the sound he did not care about it. But as time pass by the kettle created more and more noisy. Person A at this time slowly walk over to the kettle and turn of the gas but while person A was just about to turn off the gas the kettle crake open up due to is it too hot and too much of over boiling. The water in the kettle came out and it splash it on person A body and so person A was badly burn by the water from the kettle. The end. This story teach us not to force thing to it limit or it will only end up with injury for both side just like the kettle and person A. The kettle was crake open and person A was been burn by the water. K i shall get going already bye bye end it with a photo i saw at someone else blog. Stop saying lies it meanless really meanless.

* Person A can be anyone cause i don know what to name it so i call it person a.

DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*

Apr 20, 2010


Sorry for those who have sms me asking me what wrong did something happen and i did not reply you guy.

DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*


To went for check up again lala once again waited for hoursss. Today talk to Dawn and enuice and guess what both of them tell me news the news is sooo "good" untill mum almost can't tahan. They told us that they are not sure how much more longer my body can take it cause my HPA1C can getting lower lower and lower. By the way HPA1C is my overall blood sugar for the pass 3 month. They are asking for about 7.2 and i got 6 which is below then normal. My HPA1C drop which mean my hypo is coming more and more and it will be normal to see my having hypo more and more. If i did not forget when HPA1C drop till 5 or 4 i will be going into coma lala yes coma ^^. Then that time will can sleep for long hourss liao no matter how noisy also don't need to wake up no matter how to shake also don't have to wake up liao. When Dawn and Enuice tell me i was smiling to them but mum was like holding to it tear liao. Then the two of them was like shock seeing me smiling after know this. I was like already getting ready liao lor Dawn already like slowly hint me at the last check up liao. I did remeneber when my last check up someone ask me what the doctor say liao. I tell the person i am ok but not going to live for long but the person took it as i was saying a joke. If anyone of you was my reader do own up don remeneber who is it liao i only remeneber it a guy. They also tell me that i will tend to get thing mix up very easy this time i don remeneber what is the reason liao they tell me alot of stuff but i did not remeneber alot. I only remener Enuice asking me about if i got girlfriend a not?? Then i was like think great must be mum doing all the small small action again. My answer for that question guess what did i say? My answer is I did not say anything and change the topic to something else. Actuclly Enuice already is good to me liao she did not go back to the girlfriend topic after i try to change to something else. Today in school i also get to act normally not showing any weird stuff about the check up. Then all the way untill i was alone then i started to act in normal. My acting very good hor really can go be god of movie liao. just now was sitting under open air place waiting of it to rain but it did not rain at all. When i needed rain there is no rain, when i don't need a rain the rain came down so big. I sit at outside untill 7plus around 7:45. Don't know where to go jusst don't feel like going home don't want to see mum or later she sad again. But when i went back home i saw no one at home too which mean no dinner again and have to eat bread for dinner. But like that also good la don't need to face anyone. Don't need to let people see the weaker side of me although alot people see before liao but they also long time no see le so better don't see. But during i bath half way mum came back liao so after i bath hao the first thing i did was to rush to my room and lock myself up telling them i wanted to sleep liao don't distrub me. Now around me was all dark the only light was coming out from me lappy did not even on my tv to watch tv show at all. Suddenly felt so peaceful no sound no nothing even my sister also did not come knocking on my door. Sitting on my bed facing the 4 wall of my room was so relaxing letting my mind went blank not thinking of anything. Shall here with some photo and words. BYE...






The trust you gave me i destroy it with my own hand. Just like what the photo said Trust is like a paper once it's crumpled it can't be perfect again. All i can say is sorry...


It's tough when someone special starts to ignore you. But it's even tougher to pretend that you don't mind about it.

DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*

Apr 19, 2010


Last post all in chinese wonder how many of you can fully read the whole thing. That a song so i did not type also i only copy paste. just reach home not long and also properly bath. Just now walk in the rain from sembawang train station. Still think the rain will make me relax abit but how i know it get me more irritating. Because of the little child when i was walking home the little child kept on laugh like CB sia irritating untill cant tahan make me dam piss off i already turn on music till the max liao i still can heard the laughing walo then is dam du lan one lor. Today in school nothing much happen. Only for SH come in check hair and stuff then the david got caught for hair colour and hair lenght heng i never tio caught for hair lenght.OMG i just saw wee feng video and it was like hahaha dam gay sia if you guy have the time go take a look the video dam gay but dam funny. K la stop liao tomorrow need go check up sian wake up early morning again lalala.

DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*

Apr 16, 2010


hey…我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey…我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你
没有过去我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你
我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已
hey…我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey…我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey…我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你
没有过去我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你
我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已
hey…我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里
你是否也像我一样在想你hey…我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey…我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你
没有过去我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你
我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已
hey…我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey…我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey…我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你
没有过去我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你
我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已
hey…我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里
你是否也像我一样在想你

DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*

Apr 12, 2010


YO all so long never post anything liao. Today actuclly came to do more of complainning then update what is happening this few days. Everyday they keep come ask me this and that. Then everyday keep ask me why ta like not coming up liao and my answer will alway be smile smile and change topic hahahaha end up like never answer them. But anyway "ta" can be a guy also i know all reader might let you thinking run wild and ofcourse it can be a female too ok. Today first day of school jiu run liao hahaha bo bian too tired from afternoon sleep till 7 then wake up from break time makan dinner then go back sleep till 9 for wu fu for second round break after wu fu i went to bath again for the third time today. I think not long later i jiu go back to sleep again liao hehehe but almost enough sleep liao. K now i have no idea what to talk anymore le so i intend to do botak question on his blog.

1. Beside lips, where is your faviurite spot to get kiss?
: Hmm there lor you all know where? i bet you all don cause i also don know where is it.

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
: wa si liao over slept!!

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
: alot people sia. They are all my sec school friend

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
: no way if yes i don know find ways to earn money liao.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
: Don think so ba. But they are not taking my blood every once in a while dam it.

6. Have you ever gad a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
: I think no ba so far got good friend but not best.

7. Do you want someone dead?
: Yes not one only lor got afew hahaha.

8. what does the last msg say?
:Ok thank.

9. What are you think right now?
: should i have breakfast tomorrow morning? And that person you know you know? hahahaha.

10. Do you wish someone is with you now?
: Ofcourse la.

11. What time you went to bed last night?
: around 3?

12. Where do you buy your T-shirt that you're wearing now?
: Not sure leh forget liao.

13. Is someone in you mind?
: yes there is you are alway in there. :)

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
: Ghee shi lor/

15. 10 people to do the quiz:
- David (Don have a blog)
-Rena
-Ghee Shi ( Don even know i have blog)
-Yi Wei ( This don think got time for this)
-Stephy
- Jun Chao ( Also no idea of mmy blog)
-Bing Li
-Kok Way ( Not sure still got read a not)
-Tasha ( Don have my blog)
-Mel ( This also don know my blog)

16. Who is number 5 have relationship with?
: This one hmm nothing to comment hahaha.

17. Is 3 female or male?
: Male.

18. If 7 and 10 be together, would it be a good thing?
: Cannot later old man kill Bing li sia. Those in 4T8 should know who is old man.

End for quiz. :)

K that all for today. I go back sleep liao later night jiu wake up liao this time siao liao.

DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*

Apr 3, 2010


K i am here to update liao. The botak la keep on rush my update but soon or later i also have to update de la. This holiday everyday so happening don want to say what happen if say liao i think type till tomorrow i still typing. What did you guy get for your GPA? i got 2.1 only sia so low jia lat liao. Yesterday pei bein go "reborn" hair 50 buck we sit there untill my ass shape almost same like the chair. Today went to bai ah gong and afew others you all know what i wanted to say one. Holiday coming to a end liao which mean school is starting school. HEHEHE botak your holiday i gave you is ending soon liao hehehehehe be prepare. Tomorrow going for the movie how to train your dragon 3D. The show start 11.15 very early sia omg first time go so early show. But this show only got a few days showing the 3D only so the sit of this show is always almost full. Hmm let me see what more should i update. This few days also don know why my house is full of bomb one wrong step you will be kill by word and i got shot a lot of time liao. This time Mac got the sweet sweet thing again liao sia omg tomorrow i am going to go eat it altough i cannot eat but i can share share so i eat a bit only. Wonder how is everyone doing during holiday must be working like machine hor? I just went to website for sentosa cove and the housing there is OMG so so expensive 19M!!! And you all know what i some how promiss that one day shall move in there. 19M k this time really need go rob bank then can liao than i still got my car dream look like i better stay with lancer sport jiu hao liao don go too far. Cause i need have house kid then kid need food and alot of stuff all need money. Everything jiu shi need money. K lastly CHEN MEI SIM where you go dig my blog de?

YO girl you are pretty ok don need pai seh la. Not going to say those kind of joke to you anymore ok you know what joke i am saying don act blur. And guy please don any how any how think. K i shall get going liao bye bye.

DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*

All About ME

Wo shi Teck How also known as Cloud.
I don't mind calling me Cloud or Teck How.
Age:Add on every year
21 February 1992
What do it normally do?
Answer Slack alot eat alot talk alot and kana scold alot.
Gender?
Male ofcourse.