Just got home about 1 hour plus now abit boring liao. Pass few day were spending my afternoon at home and night side. Yesterday finally went over to check out the SSDC. Let talk about the dream i had this few day. But i don really know how to start hmm let see. Hmm i remenber one of the dream was i had a quarrel with that girl you know you know? if you don know too bad hahaha. Next thing after the quarrel i remenber i was been bring away from a very guy who i don remenber who is it to a place where i don even know where is it. Halfway from the lu chen i was kick out of the car. Out of the suddenly i saw this mrt station where i never seem before. So i walk to the train station and i found out i did not have my wallet with me and so. HEHEHE i try to take a free ride but rushing by the gate when other tape. Somehow i manager to get in sia. But don know why i skin yang so i ran out agian of the gate using the same way and i got out. After i got out i try to went back in using the same way but this time i was caught and so the train station people come running after me. So i end up playing hide and seek with the person it was like hell -.- playing hide and seek in the train station. Then i ran up to the place where we wait for the train to arrive. The person soon follow up. So after i saw the person coming closer i jiu walk in a very weird way so that the person will not saw me but some how the person still saw me and the next i do is RUN!! i ran to the first level and try to look for place to hide and guess what. The train station have two exit point and what i saw was another side of the exit point i can just walk out of the train station even without taping the ez-link card. Then i talk to myself F* sia like that why i go through so much to walk pass the gate when i can just walk in from another exit point and i don have to worry about been caught. Then next thing jiu shi i walk out from that exit point and i saw a shopping mall I also never saw that shoping mall in real live too. I walk to that shopping mall for one simple reason becasue i am totally wet from that hide and seek at the train station. When i reach the shopping mall i then remeneber i got my phone along with me and so i try to call someone who i know to fetch me if they know where i am. But very away de wo no one pick up th phone. So i decided to call a cab. But when i try to make the call for cab the bat for both phone went flat. Sway right. After that I jiu got woke up by mum liao i see the clock only 12noon sia wake me up so early. Still say what wake up early go get the car from his friend so i can train early. Carp lor end up her friend go out with the car liao too late and so i end up driving auto car agian sigh. untill just now 3 plus Long call me say want meet me end up guess what he come to pick me up and we went all the school to boon keng there to eat. The place wu lu wu lu one lor worst is we go eat eat coffee shopp stuff NB my house here no coffe shop eat meh must run so far to eat kway teow not very nice also normal normal only. Have you all seem people use shot glasses to drink beer? I saw it when i was eating my kway teow. The uncle use shot glasses to drink the beer like weird weird de. I am slowly giving up my parking skill i don seem to be able to make it in one time. Maybe i was go for parking lesson will do so can save many many money. K shall stop here 31 jan post. And contiune with 30jan post.

30Jan.

On 30jan i also had weird dream but don want to say it out cause it will sound very wrong by reading it so i don want to say what is it about. All i can say is it is a good dream. On that day i did training for U-turn. Sometime i really don understand does U-turn need to be train??? So on that day i did countless U-turn some where near by SSDC after that went out to meet L,A,JW,A,WL. We spill into two group before the car cant fit in so many of us actually can fit de la just that need move abit only. So ya ofcause i take the same ride with L and WL. We went to had dinner and chit chat see got any lobang to earn money a not. After that about 12plus we went to loyang Toa Pei Kong. Mdm tan was there too but did not saw her found out when she post out the dog photo. But never mind cause this time saw her alway nothing good happen. When we arrive the place i think the whole Toa Pei Kong place know we reach liao the car sound was like F* scare no people know we go there like that. But that was L car powerful engine and nice exhust after TPK we go over to changi village to see ah gua. LOL the ah gua some is like man like that lor ugly sia where got shen yi like that. After see ah gua we go to place that ah gua make love and his ke ren. We go there CB one lor they make love half way we go walk near by and suddenly jump out and they got shock like NB don know why they did not come after us but we continue for afew more time. One of it i think is real girl sia cause the two thing at the chest like real stuff so we run as fast as we can after scare that group cause if is real girl that girl sure pai seh like don know what. After that we went to geylang to have tim sum another word supper ^^. Then after we go on foot to see the girl around one of the girl like no shen yi very long liao. She bang me with her water bomb on her chest like _l_. So we try to talk to her about price but we don intend to you all know what i saying de la. Her price was like OMG expensive around $150. so we walk off right away. Ya after the the walking we jiu go home liao. By the time L send me dao my home already i think about4:30 or 5 like. K shall stop here liao today post abit far too long wonder got how many word.

I know I don't stand a chance, but I am going to like you anyway ^^.

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Just woke up from my sleep. On my com since i reach home after that i fell into my sleep and my lappy was on all the way out hahaha heng got extra fan if not the lappy now should be able to cook egg on it liao. Today went to school was like WTF go there 30minute jiu go home liao after school today we went over to hub to eat. D, A, S and me went to eat the japan buffet outside hub. The food there was not very nice and it not that bad so should be ok ok. We had alot of dong fen today during the meal and WTF i went home and dinner i had DONG FEN again i was like F* actuclly hungry de but saw the dong fen i fell so full again. Today weather super warm one lor like live in an open space mircowave. Had my air con on all the way since i reach home going to on it for the whole night even now at night liao i still can feel the air is warm when i sit in the living room. So i hardly even step out of my room cause it is too warm too be outside of my room. After sleeping for about 4 hours i am still very tired keep on wanted to sleep yawn. My leg now dam pain one lor walk stair pain like wa don know how to say all thank to last night the stupid metal pole hit my leg then i think bu xiao xin injury dao liao. K shall stop here cause i don know what else to type liao. Bye bye.

HEHE you loss to me only for one simple reason. It's because i am your opponent and you are too weak to be my opponent. hehehe ;D

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Sigh just reach home and got myself bath i am so tired yawn did not get to sleep at all. I see still got abit of time and i have nothing to do so i came to did this post. Now is 5.45am just type the few line jiu have to go liao or else i am going to be late very soon. I think i shall get going first cause still have get change at stuff. Bye bye yawn. ZzZ...

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Weekend sigh weekend are boring nothing to do you qi shi when car is not around i end up facing the 4 wall for my room sigh. Yesterday when back to CK TANG to do shopping for new year. Which mean have to look for clothes and stuff and spend money_l_. I am going to save money and yet my family got me out to spend money. Yesterday spend about 300+ buck on jean, clothes, shoes and stuff. Today when for parking training agian. Actuclly i don really know why am i still doing the vertical parking while i can do it like normal driver ofcause not every single time. I wanted to do parrallel parking because i am alot more weaker in that no idea why. It has been a long time i never drive manual car liao but today i remeneber someone with manual car so i am going to ask to person to lend me his car for training use. So i am going to start training hard on manual car. Really have to improve in the manual because when the car starting go above 65km/h the engine will just alway die off. I also don really know why is this happening so ya going to training hard. Today really did alot of 3 point turning till i am abit tired of it. In my last post say wanted to go to find out where is the SSDC in woodland i end up forget to look for it. Yes i have to wait till next week then can liao. At the same time i totally forget about the down payment for car which is the 20 or 30% of the car. The car price was 54,988K and if 20% the down payment will be 10.997K and if is 30% it will be 16.496K. Where the hell am i going to get all the money sia. Everything is money money money and money fan si le. K shall stop here don know what more to say liao. bye bye.

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Today actcully wanted to go over to school but i end up make a U turn back home. HEHEHE. After reach home first thing i do did was sleep was so tired that went i lay down i fell into a sleep right away. Yes without bath dam it so dirty although did not do alot of thing but i still find it dirty. Sleep till aboout 12 noon wake up just nice lunch time ^^. After that i skin yang go count how much money did i need for my car and WTF end up i still need alot. Dam it got to think of way to get money now worst is i need to report income tax in order to get a car and no one told me about this before. Which mean i need proper job to get a car. Arhh all kind of problem came up went i did all the counting. The car was like just about 52K but still need add road tax, buy season parking, need gas, pay for ERP when pass by one, need buy the 保险. All this add up cost alot of money worst is 保险 go by how long we got license. The more greenhorn we are the more expensive the 保险 will be. All this are bringing me problem. Talk to mun if she could lend me a amount of money for the car. she end up say nothing but ask me to forget about buying car if i don have the money to own one. She also said the most i want is lend the car we own now. The first thing came to my mind after listen to this was WTF i wanted to buy a car is to use it to go to school and other place when i wanted to go. But when ever i wanted to use the car they will always be using it. They know this very well i need the car to go to school and go out and play. So what is the point for saying: The most i want is lend the car we own now? Now i am thinking should i just share with kor the car but share with him also problem one. Cause he only intend to change the body kit and stuff he don intend to change engine but i wanted to change it. Must find way to fast get more money and worst is i need report income tax to get the car. Went to check on SSDC private classes and the price is dam cheap lor. 50 plus buck for all the exam not including Driving classes. Mun help me to check out with his friend if i can get a good "teacher" so that i can have a sure pass after all, all i need to get better is not to let the car die in manual time when going up slope then still got went turning must remenber to get into the correct gear. Hmm so far only this two are main problem. Going to check out this weekend the actual location for the new SSDC in woodland. in the mean time shall do abit of trianing after all got awhile i never drive liao busy with stuff so did not drive at all. Promiss someone will get a car as soon as i got my car lincense i don want to broke my promiss. I hate people who break promiss but i hate it even more when i am the one breaking promiss. Sigh shall stop here liao cauase need go find food eat agian hehehe bye bye.

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Boring now at home rot near to 12 liao yet still cant get to sleep so i came to blog. Like i say i am boring so i go all over my house to take photo hahah but after i take the photo then i know it is all wine hahaha. Mun make a shelf just to put all her wine but after she put up most of it she complain that the shelf is too small cause there are even more wine which she cant put it up. The photo below was the shelf i say only of the small part was my medal the rest are wine.

Next let talk about what happen pass few days. 18jan hmm don remenber what happen so i shall skip to 19 jan.

19Jan

early morning went over to SGH. Almost turn into stone at there i waited for 2Hours plus. End up i see the doctor for about 15 minute only is like WTF lor. Dawn tell me that i would not die so soon still can live for awhile more haha. When she told me this i look at her and say. Ya not dying so soon cause i still got thing undone ya. So not dying so fast hehehe. After that went to school to have my test. Yes i score only 12, 12 over 30. Fail by 3 mark sigh expected not going to pass liao. On that day also have some misunderstanding and so on blah blah blah don want to post out what happen. that day ate sumo agian now aday keep go sumo eat later really turn into sumo jiu jia lat liao.

20Jan

Today went to school to do the presentation of DC heng ah heng everyone in the team pass must thank to me if not they willl have faill. HAHA no la joking joking gong lao should go to daven spend lot of time doing the powerpoint and report. Today in class was like no one wanted to do the talking at all and yes once agian daven did all the talk. After school went over to hub with D, R and S to have lunch. We found out today there is one more japan buffet* not sure about the spell. We say that tomorrow we are going to eat but haha we shall see did we eat a not. Today went mac eat and saw ah ji eating there too. After we have food we sit in mac to play hmm actaully only i am playing hahaha. That poor daven sigh almost vomit out his food cause i kept on make him. And we kept laugh out untill he almost vomit out his food. My ying ge li si (*english) good one hor. haha k shall stop here don know what to talk about it liao.

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Today woke up very early i woke up at 12.30noon. Today went to town area to do shopping for chinese new year. Sigh new year is here agian and i am starting to dislike this kind of event although i will be getting lot of money but i just don like it maybe is because i have to see my auntie and uncle and other. I don really like it because everyone will be together and it is a very big group. Don like to get into too big group as i grow older. Let talk more what i did in town today went there with mun, kor and mei. First we went to wheelock to get mun rolex fix but dam it, it was not open on weekend. Next we went over to ion and to start shopping* actuclly we today go to town is just for mun handbag. We went over to Louis Vuitton and mun actuucly just walk pass the bag and say it's nice she just BUY it without looking at the price. Believe everyone reaction will be WTF when you mun just walk in and walk pass the handbag and just buy it. I was like stone down there don know how long. K then fine next we went over the the sop next to Louis Vuitton which is PRADA dam it the same thing happen she walk pass and F* she brough a second handbag once agian i stone down there for awhile. I though it was end of the day liao cause we go over CK Tang to shop for jean and stuff and cost me a few hundred buck still got afford it. Next nightmare start agian mun say she want to go over to paragon. Yes she went shopping for HANDBAG agian. She went to this shop call BVLRAGI dam it yes li shi cong yen she Brough her Third handbag. Next shop she go to is gucci ya she brough one more handbag. When she was shopping for her bag i was walking around the shop and i found this very beatiful handphone string yes i am GOING to buy it. Going to buy it in a few days time. Did not check the price cause i believe i can afford it. Afterall i can afford a few of the bags so i can't believe that i can't afford a small handphone string. End of the day WTH we spend nearby 10K!! I can use like don know how long sia.
Let see how she spend around 2.2k in LV, 2.5k in Prada, 2.7k in Bvlgari and 2k in gucci. OMG gonna faint. Really don get it why she can spend money like she don care sia if is like 100 or 200 buck i still can take it but is 9 or 10k!! She spend so much and yet she feel like nothing happen. Really like the handphone string in gucci so i am buying it ^^. Poor me mun buy so many stuff like nothing and yet i can only buy handphone string sigh who ask me born in a family which i have to earn everything i want. End of the day holding the few handbag suddenly make me feel so high class. K i shall stop here sigh tomorrow monday which mean SW sigh. BYE BYE.

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6 hour ago nesh posted the following line on facebook. When you are in love you can't fall asleep becasue reality is better than your dream. But mine dream are better then reality cause the world is cruel. Very long time never sleep for so long liao today sleep total about 10 hour but i need even MORE. Now aday secondary school student are getting out of hand just like what happen today when i am on my way home. When i went home today i was like don know what wrong just abit bu shuang don know what thing haha also don know why must be under lai ang period. When i was walking pass the car park on my way home CSS student bang on to me never say sorry jiu forget it liao. The malay guy was like CB still at there KPKB don know KP what thing then still come stare me. Wa like that i jsut bu shuang liao. * yes daven i know what you are thinking yes it happen. The next thing it happen is yes the 2 malay end up fighting with me. The two malay guy really don know what is shame. 2 person still end up being trash badly by me. I really don have the intention to damage any car in the car park de. But too bad i saw a black swift there and ya i throw one of the guy on top of the swift bonet. And the bonet bend in and car alarm ring like free one and so i walk off see the two guy lie down on the floor. Don know the 2 lie down there for what wait for people caught them is it. Stupid jiu shi stupid. After that 龙 came find me and he drive me to go find people who own me money. We went almost the whole singapore to collect about 3k of money having 3k cash on you is like WTF scare tio rob sia so we fast bank in the money as soon as we saw OCBC bank. End of the day very tired the 10 hour just gone just like that just like never sleep so tired agian yawn. Weekend is here agian sigh going to rot agian at home. Hmm there aer more thing i wanted to blog about but i actaclly forgotten what i wanted to post so i shall stop here first and contiune if i remenber what to blog so i shall stop here. BYE.

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Tu zi don know what is wrong with it. I am very hungry but yet i cant eat anything in feeling very bloat hmm think i spell wrongly ba. So i skip both my lunch and dinner and yes hypo hit me badly hahaha of both lunch and dinner. Thing have been happening this few days there are so many thing i wanted to ask wanted to say but i just cant find the chance to do it. Some time i really cant see the different from real and lies. Some time i really don know is 我不够好还是有其他的问题子是我不知道而你也没说？？？。。。

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Just reach home from school. Starting to find schooling very meanless everyday go there sit for hour then go home. Don know go school for what. Today went school for DC sit there for hour do nothing only sit there pull toilet roll. After that went with daven to eat sumo yes agian. one week eat 2 time liao. So emo two person eat together bo bian single mah. hahaha both he and me can form up a team called ke lian er ren zhu liao. Everyday sit on the window everyone walk pass by keep think i want to jump down if really going to jump down i will just go to the top of the HDB and jump. Remenber one of the day one of the people who saw it almost went to alert the police so ji po sia. All i want is to sit there and look at the view outside of the house but if really jump down also not bad. So can don think so much don have to worry so much don have to make myself untill so tired for nothing. Sometime dying can also be another way out hor hor. Hao lei zhen de hao lei hai. Found out that my money are all dirty money. Not a single cent are clean.

Life is just like a blank pure white paper. Mine have already turn black. Ni men de is it still white and clear or is it black like mine??

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Carry that dying will help me pass tonight and make it to tomorrow right? Yes it is going to happen cause i say so hahaha. Did so much thing today ya alot and alot and alot walking amk hub area up and down up and down so many time. Too much thing was done so don have the intend to type out due to running out of time. Tonight i am going down with 20 buck and returning in 2K. after this can really break of a few week liao. k shall stop here cause going out agian liao. bye bye.

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Today is sunday tomorrow jiu shi monday liao so fast. Very sian in nothing to do so came to blog. So This post will be abit of this and that. First let talk about my room tv. Before i even remove the paper on the side of the TV look normal a very normal tv but it cost me like F* near to 2K.

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K Today will be lesser word and more photo. If you all understand what i wanted to say which mean you are a great person casue great person have the same thinking just like me.

Last night went to batok there with long and the afew of us went over there to see Long do drifting in car park don remenber clearly what block but is 280 something de. The few block down there must be having hard time to sleep due to the noisy we make. Yesterday also first time try to drift a car and it's not as hard as what everyone think after learning one hour i can drift for only a bit. Let talk more abit more of the car park, the car park is just going in circle and the path is big. A good palce for starter like me. Sitting in a car that drift is siok really siok. K shall stop here.

Long hit the gas, drift all the way. Last night engine was some kind of yue qi. HAHA just a bunch of bu yao life de ren drifting away they own youth. Long let go agian if I get to see tuesday sun ok??

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xiang kan hai, xiang zhi you, xiang yi qing shou qian shou yi qi qu kan hai, but all this can only think all this are not going to happen... So many thing are happening but i cant find people to talk to, or should i say i don want to talk to anyone about what happen. To live in this world is hard and tired. Still have to laugh have to smile even if unhappy and sad. Slowly as time pass i am starting to find everyone is just say lies i cant tell who is telling lie and who are not, cant lie when is real when are lies. I am so tried, tired of living in this world. Tear have been flowing out for hour after hour after hour. I just cant stop crying ha reach 18 soon yet still cry so bu hao yi shi. I have try to sleep and after i woke up from my sleep and i am still crying in my sleep tear just cant stop down even now i am blogging without song without anything the tear are not coming to a stop. Cant even make a single sound when i cry cant let mum knew about me crying. There are so many cant for me knowing that what i do is going to bring in problem and worry of alot of people. Later when mum came home i even have to hide in the toilet to cry cant have a single bit of sound or mum will knew about it. Living is so tired. I am a bird that does not have leg and yet i am trap in this huge cage unable get out of the cage can someone just unlock the lock for my cage? Monday night will be a very important night for me whether i am dead or alive will have to depend on that night.

I am not going to be ok when i say i am ok...

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