Sep 30, 2009
Utterly disappiont but the group of people or should just say two only. The worst still they are in mine class wonder why i so sway. one of them just kept say lie another one i don even feel like caring at all. what is so good about being kind end up only will be make use but other people. i am not going to be kind agian. being so kind keep lend money to friend and classmate all say will return in the end what all end up trying to act like nothing happen. one say want buy bike need money at one go he ask for $500 did i say no? answer is i say yes right away not asking a second question i just say yes. suddenly feeel that human are some thing very scaredy i can don like that person so much yet i can act like nothing but at the back i hate the person so much really cant tahan for very long sure one of them will have to choose but to fight and i am not going to let the person off so easy will let him suffer from pain *Evil*.
DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*
Sep 29, 2009
Today morning when woke up my mind went all the blank untill something come up to mine mind. I started to about the pass time what i use to do picture of the pass start to flash pass mine mind seeing how i enjoy the time with Ghee Shi and Andy in the bus. now that everyone started to grow up everyone started to think different also. Everyone is walking his own path of road and 3 year ago I choose a dead road with no turning back. Unlike those who have choose the right road.
Few day ago someone ask me : what is the most regret thing i have done so far in mine life?At that point of time I was stone totally stone thinking what is the most regret thing i have done so far. Untill today then i got the asnwer the answer is choosing the wrong path 3 year ago. If 3 year ago i did the right choose will i still be so sad most of the time. i am a person who don't believe in people because i feel that person will only make of use another person by using that believe in one and other. I still remenber that time i was still in primary school and i got to know this guy at that time i believe him very much till one day he make the choose of making use of people and i am one of his qi zi. I help him out to steal thing everything till this time i was almost caught but i get to shake off the person chasing after me after all the one chosing me i a very fat uncle. when he saw me almost been caught he just walk off. This make me loss all the believe in human. I don't believe in people untill ghee shi come in the two of us was so close even till now we are still so close everytime when i am having problem he will alway step out to help me. i Remenber when sec 1 eugene was bully me and ghee shi actually push eugene off and after that day eugene went to get people to tio ghee shi just because he push eugene away. after that problem i started actually pick up fighting with john after all john was a good fighter. From sec 1, 2 , 3 my tian di wen yao was alway badly beat up by me. This time something happen agian and i am starting to loss the believe in human away everytime when "ta" broken up with his another half "ta" alway come to me like i am the spare wheel. When "ta" found a new half "ta" will just go away like nothing have happen and all the lies will start to come out. I am a spare wheel which will never become a main wheel. Have you all try been a spare wheel but never come the main wheel before?i just saw the video post by daivd on facebook video name was Dementia the video was very touching. My eye was filled with tear after watching the video. The ah ma actually even forget his son but she still remenber her grandchild was hungry. But her grandchild was treating her like her maid she did not even care when her grandma went out the whole afternoon just to get her, her lunch and not returning back home till night. My eye will filled with tear when i saw her grandma started to beg for people to bring her home because she was scare she might let her grandchild go hungry. In the end the grandchild went out to look for her grandma when her parent when out to look for her grandma and they get to found her grandma standing at the central of the road the video was really touching really have to go take a look at it.
DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*
Sep 9, 2009
Got back home from hopsital yesterday after staying 6 day feel so much more better now. Finally saw who is the real friend and who are those fake one. But really happy that at least i know who is real to me. From now on everyday i have to take yao everyday liao sigh. So ma fan have to control everything i eat now doing record of what i eat everyday and my sugar blood. Shall contine other day i shall go take some rest now.
DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*
