Dam it don know tomorrow i can make it to school a not. Because mum just called back saying. Ah gong was dead in amk just now... If tomorrow got go to school don know how to face everyone in a smiling face i really cant do it. cant bring myself smiling when the last time i saw ah gong was just saturday the one just pass by. He was doing well all he say was his leg was pain. but we did bring him to the doctor and he also say he feel so much better after go to the doctor. never expected thing happen so suddenly. bad new one come after another that day when check up the doctor is asking me if i can drop out from school cause the condition of mine now is not really that good to study because mine memory is going to get more bad if mine sugar level keep going low. so of me to study is just going to be more harder that before. sigh don want to talk anymore...

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sigh. today class end early that potato face let us go abit early today he let us off at aroung 10:30. after that D, J and me intend to eat sumo house while we were walking to sumo house i started raining i was like think what the fuck the moment we step out it's started raining got so sway a not. When we walk till there the sumo house is NOT OPEN dam it wasted walking over there and get wet for nothing. So we when to eat mac, the one next to hub. had fillet and a cheese cake which i wanted to eat for so long liao. after that D went to buy a cash omg 60K of a cash which cost 62 buck dam it if i buy this much i loss so much blood untill cant go to sleep. After that we jiu go home liao. reach home nothing do then jiu on com. should not have take mrt just now for nothing trigger all the sad stuff happen at the train station. Remenber there is one time i meet ghee shi at the train station because of me having problem and don know look for who to talk to and so i found ghee shi. he even pon his class just to pei wo. but he took dam long to reach i waited him at the train station for afew hour. when he saw me he knew something big has happen and all he do just try to cheer me up. but nothing work end up he tap on mine back and dam shit tear start rolling down. Sigh all thank to all the sad stuff happen at hub. i alway believe paper can never cover up fire one day the fire will still burn up all the paper so why try to hind stuff sigh. k la nothing much to blog liao. shall get going bye bye.

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Sigh don know suddenly very upset sigh... today in school super sian de nothing to sian till we start taking at photo at mr teo class he like no care de lor but we did not care muc htoo hehe. come here just to upload some of the photo took today.

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first of all let say bye to mine old phone sob sob cant bear to say go bye to this phone sob sob at the other hand say hi to the new phone. look cool right of it is cool mine jie choose for me de. but zhong kan bu zhong yong the first day i use jiu give me problem i remenber it's auto shut down about 4 time because the phone could not detect the sim which is already inside. and i hang once also. on the next day which is today i when with bein to do an one to one exchange. and the phone is now working properly but still miss mine old phone so i am now think should i go and make a prepaid card of mine old phone although mine old phone a bit sot sot but still can be use. just now was tryoing the tone and all and i found out that the sms tone only ring of awhile which is about 5 to 10 sec. but i ALWAY NEED MORE THEN that to heard mine phone ringing for those who know alway heard mine phone while i mineself don know should know that so if i got any very later reply i don mean to reply so later. but the sound is loud so hope can be heard in the short time but the phone cam is 8 MP a good photo taking phone hehehe one of the reason why i buy that phone. Buying the phone cost me 228 buck abit expensive hmm i think is spell like. but they got free me bluetooth headset. the phone is fulling touch screen abit not use to it. now mine typing also so super slow due to the touch screen problem not use to it yet. yesterday went playing billard with Yi Wei Ghee Shi and bein wa dam full de the car the 4 of us was at the back of the car and we need sit like wa KNN bein you should know what i am saying hahaha. after the pool we went to eat noodle the noddle not bad taste nice for me hehe maybe i am hungry that taste nice. k shall stop here go look for thing to eat agian . hehehe bye.

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Bein how is this much better the photo so much more bigger. actuclly not much to blog just that upload agian the photo casue the photo too small cant be seem. k stpo here liao cause like i say nothing to blog hehe.

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arhhh why i didn't die from the low sugar just now in the class._l_ why cant i just die why contiune to let me live in the world of pain... it's not other thing then make us grow up but it's pain that make us grow... contiune living will only bring in even more pain. don feel like talking about it any more shall stop here.

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Hehe should be in school by now but i am still at home blogging :) reason so easy did not go to school at all today due to overslept. actuclly want wake up liao because far too tired 5 plus then fell asleep then have to wake up at 5:30 this time really cant make it. After i wake up for the few min i went back to sleep and ton after ton after ton of sms start coming in there is a few from J ton from B and J. This two arh i know they got free sms keep on come spam me one sms 1 letter like both say hao liao de spam me together. let me ask you all a math question. see how smart are you all here come the question.

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Today let talk about something most of them who will get contract with me MUST know.
1) when you guy saw me start shaking
2) when i start complaining i am very hungry
3) when you all get to see me turn very nervous for nothing
4)When i start to sweat for no reason
5) start to see dizzy which mean unable to walk properly
6)Very tired as for this please ask me for i got sleep anot because i might never sleep then tried de
7) i might be confusion too
8) get very emotional meaning i might be turn very quiet, turn angry very easy, might want to cry for no reason and so on... lastly
9) turn very weak.
If you get to saw any of this please ask me to check mine sugar level if i don want to ask me for a reason if i am unable to give a proper reason then must ask me to check or if i am really having a low sugar and i did not do anything to it. I will faint and go into coma so this is really important k let talk about something else.

Have you all heard of the the snow white and the seven drawfs? It's alway a happy ending for the the main leading but have you all think for the seven drawfs before they work so hard for snow white and yet she leave them just because for the wang zi. Have you all think if will the drawf will be sad? When snow white need the drawfs, the drawfs is alway there but when snow white found the wang zi she left the seven drawfs without think for them dam zhi si de act. But human is mostly like this mostly only think for themself and alway forgotten the rest. Forgotten who is there when you are in need of help forgotten who is the one that help you when you need help. so i believe being nice to other is to be cruel to myself so don be too kind to other you are only going to hurt yourself. Try being cruel and you might find thing go the different way.

Yesterday went out with the class but IT IS SUX what we did was WAIT WAIT WAIT and still WAIT. after so many wait i am still being say for giving attitude but i don really know what i have done? sigh let not talk about this. Tomorrow going for another outing done by secondary schol friend believe nothing good is going to happen. Sure will be say giving attitude agian while i am not giving. Alway come complaining to me say what N do this do that to her then what yesterday is what and next time come complain to me agian about the same thing? if she is asking for it then don complain about it. Yesterday the group of us all wanted to go home then if kept on wanted to follow N? Knowing What i don like yet she just like to do all the those thing. yesterday at KFC R and A say she is stress but have anyone think for me? sigh shall stop here don feel like talking about it anymore.

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Yesterday went "pool"with Bein haha ya "pool" it's actually is billard my mun make a mistake telling me is pool and both bein and i went there so happy think can brush up mine pool skill but when i step in the room and i saw the billard table and both me a bein abit shock cause we cant paly very well at all hahaha. but it's ok we when there to play from about 9pm to near 3am so long hours one round tooks us about 1hour and 20min so long. Here are some photo we took at the place we play. Handsome right hahaha so thick skin. A nice photo for bein playing trying very hard to score. So emo feeling from bein after all only only such emo people like me can take this kind of photo. Soooo nice the photo i took, more coming up. Nice balls photo right i took them suddenly feeling so high class after taking those photo k shall stop here bye.

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