Wonder if one day i pass away will she , cliques remenber me or might just take it as don't know me at all... Getting worry day by day red light is now slowly lighting up when the light is fully up mean it's the day i drop out of my school but i think the the light is almost there... But still i hope is just giving the wrong sign...

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Sigh not in the mood to do anything now. Don know what is wrong keep on wanting to sleep how i wish if i can fall into a sleep which i never wake up. D must be upset about what i decide do we use to be so happy as long as there is a chance to let us have fun but now, we did not even greet or say bye when we saw each another, i did not want this to happen too... So many thing is happening this few day just like today my kor kp me for nothing when i was very upset about all this matter and i got so angry till i hit beat him up but i did not actually use alot of strength to hit him... But i was still very upset about it because the two of us use to be real good brother sharing everything we have but now i actually beat him up... How i wish everything is able to turn back like what we use to be like day one...
Where'd you go, i miss you so... it's seems like it's been forever... That you've been gone...
Now that yoú've gone, i will alway be here for you when ever you need someone to talk with no matter when...

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Today is totally not my day no matter what i do, say where i go and alot more is wrong even mixing with D i also wrong. I am really tired about this, this happen almost every single day. So i decided to not mix any more so that i really don have to chose who to mix with and i don have to worry who will angry with who. Finally the posion kill me because of one person and his fucking sentence got me kill and is totally dead!!! I might just start from tomorrow not to mix with anyone even D also not going to mix anymore so that S got nothing to say what i teach bad D, not going to talk to most of the people in the class if possible i will just sit one side on my own. If after reading this post anyone feel that i am giving attitude than go ahead and think i am giving attitude. I am just being sick and tired of all this.

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Sigh out of sudden the cobra snake come poison me don know who go step on her tail. I just don understand what is wrong with going movie after school it's not i go home early jiu will sleep early. Like now i after movie at home also rot and not sleepling till late night even if i go home early i also late night sleep so may i know what is wrong with movie after school? Shall not talk about this any more but anyone can let me know what is wrong with it let me know please tell me. Today when movie with J,HX,D finally get to watch my ice age although not in 3D but the movie is still funny without the 3D. sian tomorrow PE agian mean 2.4 run again sigh why i go fail last week than tomorrow need run again what more i still not sure will pass de. K shall contine tomorrow cause my girlfriend Daven is waiting for me in audi hahaha. See ya.

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What is happening? I started to feel that i am slowly drifting apart from everybody but i have no idea why will i have this feel sigh. Today J ask me out to watch the moive ice age the moive which i wanted to watch alot but i did not go because of some reason and so HX and J went to watch the moive together hope they enjoy the moive. But i am going to watch the moive on monday with maybe D and even maybe myself. Today when to AMK Hub on my own to hang around the place but after not long i went to AL house because he was looking for me. AL told me he broken with his GF today was the first time i saw him crying he must be really sad about it seeing him cry make me upset too sigh :(. AL you still have your kor 也就是我 around don't be sad just call me when you need to find someone to talk to or even to fight with. Your kor will alway be here for you. Hope you get to see this post cause did not let you about my blog.

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So many thing has been happening this few day quarrel and fight. Sian my new brought pants got stolen few day ago but i get to find out who is the one that stolen it. So i yesterday bring along my brothers to get my pant back and of cause to teach the 小偷 a lesson. In the end also unable to get back the pants shag but at least the person is not going to touch my thing agian. I think the guy might be going to the 医院 to get some check up cause he got beat up quite badly till i saw blood coming out from no where then we stop. The guy also funny i have about 20 people and he still wanted to scold me while both me and my brothers are not in the very good mood. Today both HX and D so how very high keep laughing in the bus to school in the early morning D let us heard of one the ring tone he had and when ever i heard the tone i will just loss control to laugh cause i just find the tone funny. We have the class end early about 1 after that we went to hub to play pool. Sigh need ask jol help me buy thing agian i think i need she to help me to buy everyweek so that she cant quit school when she have the intention to do it. I shall stop here going to do food hunting bye.

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This is so no life. There is just nothing for me to do at home and no place for me to go so i came to blog now there is only fish a fish for me to play but the stamina is recovery dam slow and as for Bejeweled also sian keep on click on it jiu can liao. Today HX and J 又吵架了 and this time round is because of 阴湿的问题 the two of them really power pack can everyday 吵架 and not tried at all. But i know one of them is really tired liao. Evryday also shag now at home emo no one to talk to.I really have to thank J for helping to get thing I need or i think i cant hold on any longer liao. Now also broke liao not much money left. Today in class 我们的 cliques mostly all not here only S J HX is here rest i think should be sleepling at home ya i know D got high fever must recover fast or i will die in class because of EE hahaha. sigh shall contine my emo-ing at home bye.


3:36pm

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Just got back home and the first thing i do is blog. Yesterday went k box with she and her boyfriend actually there should be one more friend of A but last minute back out which cause the sad thing happen for me. We went for KFC before we got to the k box we started about 9:45 and all the way to 3am. What i did the most in the room is to emo one side let them have the fun actually going to sing but they totally destroy my mood to sing so i did not actaully sing any song. I swear i am not going to sing agian with A and her even if there is alot of people I AM NOT GOING TO DO IT. My classmate HX is so kind that he is still replying my sms and talk to me while i am very shag. I wonder how long am i going to hold before i do the break down while i am with everyone. Now my emoness is not going to go away anymore i believe people will just slowly leave me and i will have me no life, life but i don mind about it cause i am really not in the mood to go out and have fun and all. after the K Box we left with no chose but to take the cab to return woodland. But i did not return home like i say i just got back home after i reach woodland i started walking in woodland. The couple went to some other place if i am not wrong is A house but i did not wanted to care where they went too. Not going to care where they go and what they do cause it's non of my problem even if i don like it there is nothing i can do. I shall stop here and contine tomorrow going to take a bath now and later going to meet HX to trim my hair .

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shag ahhh!!
today VJP totally don understand any thing i got a feeling for java i will be DEAD can some one just help me out with my java i will be very thankful. Tomorrow is weekend liao once more time SHAG AGIAN sigh...
Today get to keep my emo to myself and not sharing with everyone. Now currenly at home rotting so i decided to blog now and not at night. After this i shall contine to rot at home sigh.

DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*

Sigh today was totally carps have been emo the whole day. Reason for so emo is because of some personal reason not becaue of she or the class but when we start to go out YES is because of someone that cause me even more emo (Shall not say who believe HX know who is it).
Some how both HX and I seem to be dislike of someone shall not say who. Today after school we went over to bugis to walk about the place J today once agian help me to get new clothes. Some time i really don't understand am i a human to her? How come she just love to do thing that i really don't like it sigh...

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Finally it's all done after so many hour hmm maybe only one hours :). It's all settle but all this have to thank Bein and of casue Daven for trying to help out.
Blogging live start from today hehehe still thinking should i put it as private.

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