Jan 5, 2010
xiang kan hai, xiang zhi you, xiang yi qing shou qian shou yi qi qu kan hai, but all this can only think all this are not going to happen... So many thing are happening but i cant find people to talk to, or should i say i don want to talk to anyone about what happen. To live in this world is hard and tired. Still have to laugh have to smile even if unhappy and sad. Slowly as time pass i am starting to find everyone is just say lies i cant tell who is telling lie and who are not, cant lie when is real when are lies. I am so tried, tired of living in this world. Tear have been flowing out for hour after hour after hour. I just cant stop crying ha reach 18 soon yet still cry so bu hao yi shi. I have try to sleep and after i woke up from my sleep and i am still crying in my sleep tear just cant stop down even now i am blogging without song without anything the tear are not coming to a stop. Cant even make a single sound when i cry cant let mum knew about me crying. There are so many cant for me knowing that what i do is going to bring in problem and worry of alot of people. Later when mum came home i even have to hide in the toilet to cry cant have a single bit of sound or mum will knew about it. Living is so tired. I am a bird that does not have leg and yet i am trap in this huge cage unable get out of the cage can someone just unlock the lock for my cage? Monday night will be a very important night for me whether i am dead or alive will have to depend on that night.
I am not going to be ok when i say i am ok...
DunMakeEmptyPromises.EspeciallyWhenYouCan'tDoIt.*
